I'm sorry

First, let me start off by saying this may be the most memorable post, at least to me. These past couple of days, I have been dealing with so much stuff. I honestly just want it to go away. For the past year I have felt pain and brokenness, and this time, it's no different. I really wish I could let myself say all the things I want, but i've done that to much anyway. It just seems like those things, along with my actions weren't good enough. I just don't feel like I was. I've tried every way possible of getting past the wall, but nothing worked. I am glad someone did though. Its good to finally see you happy again, even if I couldn't do it myself. Thats all I ever wanted anyway. This is becoming much to hard to write, so I am going to just stop here, if thats okay. I'm sorry, but this will be my last time writing on blogspot. Good night and I hope you sleep well.