Rain down

Good morning, I hope you slept well. When I was first got my license, and a long time after that, I would always get scared on the way home at night. I would always feel like these demons and Satan were there, and I would be absolutely terrified, to the point of keeping my car light on the whole way. I haven't gotten those thoughts in a long time, simply because when i look around me, seeing God in every blade of grass, drop of rain, cool breeze, and sun set. I see God in everything, and as he appeared to Moses as I AM, he does also to me in likeness. He is pure existence, in everything that we see and hear, and fully loving and caring of my needs despite how I so often run from him, rather then towards him. I say all this to share with you all, but at the same time to say I will be like my God. I will stand in the midst of the chaos going on in my life, with nothing but grace and love to give. I don't want to give up or become bitter and angry. I can't because I care to much. I've tried giving up, I can't do it. I just want to say I love you. I truly do, with all that I have.